Monday, April 07, 2003
Fucking Monday I hate you fucking damn motha fuckin stupid Mondays….grrrrr…..
I have this new thing that I just love. It’s called “Monday morning anxiety”. I wake up every Monday, at 7am, and lay in bed with an upset stomach and nervous tension. I try my hardest to fall back to sleep, but it doesn’t work. No matter what I do, I am forced to sit and worry about nothing. Eventually my alarm goes off and I crawl out of bed and into the worst day of the week. I fucking hate you Monday.
Had a pretty good weekend. Paul stiffed me on Friday and we fought for an hour and then I decided that I didn’t want to spend time with him anyway and forbid him from coming over to my pad. Turns out that House of 1000 Corpses doesn’t open up until this upcoming weekend, so we didn’t miss out. Saturday’s lunch with my parents was, of course, incredible. I got to eat good food, take home tons of leftovers (which were gone by the time I went to bed that night) and spend time with my two favorite people on the planet. They came down with two friends of the family and it was great to see them too. I took the group souvenir shopping and then to “Toys R Us” and they loved it! We visited the “E.T.” and “Jurassic Park” section and my parents were in awe. My mom’s friend, Bev, went running through the “Barbie Dream House” like a mad woman. They each bought $5 teddy bears and we were on our way!
It was a super good time.
Saturday night I went out with my love, Joanna. We went shopping for her friend, April, and then to this bar called “FUBAR”. We had wanted to go to a bar that had cheap drinks and a MEGATOUCH game and this is the one we came across. It is located about 4 blocks from my apartment and when we walked through the door, we saw ashtrays all over the place. Now, knowing that NYC is under a “No Smoking Ban” I was shocked to see this type of paraphernalia lying around. I immediately walked over to the bartender and asked her if we were really allowed to smoke. She said “Of course you are honey! Have a seat and light up!” That I did and Joanna and I stayed through the night having the time of our lives. We talked about so much and learned even more about each other. We laughed, we cried, it was a very good time. And we did in fact play “Photo Hunt”. I don’t think she likes it as much as me, but she worked hard at it and that’s what counts.
This week is bullshit.
I have nothing to look forward to yet and that’s gotta change soon. Everyone at work is severely under my skin. It’s just one of those days when I want to murder someone for no reason. I guess my “shit quiz” was right. Diarrhea is murder. Murder to spell that is. Even they couldn’t spell it right in their own quiz! Snores.
I saw One Hour Photo this weekend and I thought it to be brilliant. It was tre creepy and the acting/writing/directing was good. It’s nice to see these three elements actually work together in a cohesive manner for once. I recommend it. The movie. Not writing/acting/directing in a cohesive manner.
I also saw Simone this weekend too. Oh never heard of it? Yeah, cuz it’s garbage. I decided that Al Pacino should just stop making films all together. He is doing nothing, but pissing me off these days. When you are AL PACINO, you have a right to turn down bad scripts. You just do. Instead, he continues making shit. Ah well…
The director can’t decide whether he wants the movie to be realism or a farce. And since he can’t decide, the actors can’t decide and the whole movie comes off looking like a jumbled piece of nonsense. MAN IT WAS SO BAD.
And lastly, I saw End of Days with Arnold Schwarzeneggar. My first husband. (I had to drop him when he started to go flab.) Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Oh did I fall asleep just now? Funny, cuz I did that during the movie too.
It’s SNOWING SO HARD TODAY! In a way I love it, cuz it gives me hope that the city will blow up and I will be able to leave work early. In another way it pisses me off, cuz my job would never close and the commute home is going to be that much worse. So yeah…the jury is still out on this April blizzard.
I am so boring today. I can’t even play on the internet with any success. I stare blankly at my screen and I have nothing to contribute to anything. At one point, I put my head on my desk and just sat there. I didn’t close my eyes, I didn’t relax my body….I just sat there. FUCKING BORED OUT OF MY SKULL. Bored with my life that is.
Need a new hobby. Like punching people in the face that I don’t like. That would not only give me something to do, but also find a way to release this pent up “boredom” frustration I got goin.
So Ari and I just went out to have a smoke and let me tell you how fucking cold it is.
so cold. Snow has covered the city and the thing that pisses me off the most is that I am still sitting at my fucking desk. Do not think that I haven’t already given thought to throwing myself on the ground and breaking a leg. At least then I can lay in bed and watch TV without any sort of guilt.
Ah shit…I gotta go. This journal is even boring ME today.
I have this new thing that I just love. It’s called “Monday morning anxiety”. I wake up every Monday, at 7am, and lay in bed with an upset stomach and nervous tension. I try my hardest to fall back to sleep, but it doesn’t work. No matter what I do, I am forced to sit and worry about nothing. Eventually my alarm goes off and I crawl out of bed and into the worst day of the week. I fucking hate you Monday.
Had a pretty good weekend. Paul stiffed me on Friday and we fought for an hour and then I decided that I didn’t want to spend time with him anyway and forbid him from coming over to my pad. Turns out that House of 1000 Corpses doesn’t open up until this upcoming weekend, so we didn’t miss out. Saturday’s lunch with my parents was, of course, incredible. I got to eat good food, take home tons of leftovers (which were gone by the time I went to bed that night) and spend time with my two favorite people on the planet. They came down with two friends of the family and it was great to see them too. I took the group souvenir shopping and then to “Toys R Us” and they loved it! We visited the “E.T.” and “Jurassic Park” section and my parents were in awe. My mom’s friend, Bev, went running through the “Barbie Dream House” like a mad woman. They each bought $5 teddy bears and we were on our way!
It was a super good time.
Saturday night I went out with my love, Joanna. We went shopping for her friend, April, and then to this bar called “FUBAR”. We had wanted to go to a bar that had cheap drinks and a MEGATOUCH game and this is the one we came across. It is located about 4 blocks from my apartment and when we walked through the door, we saw ashtrays all over the place. Now, knowing that NYC is under a “No Smoking Ban” I was shocked to see this type of paraphernalia lying around. I immediately walked over to the bartender and asked her if we were really allowed to smoke. She said “Of course you are honey! Have a seat and light up!” That I did and Joanna and I stayed through the night having the time of our lives. We talked about so much and learned even more about each other. We laughed, we cried, it was a very good time. And we did in fact play “Photo Hunt”. I don’t think she likes it as much as me, but she worked hard at it and that’s what counts.
This week is bullshit.
I have nothing to look forward to yet and that’s gotta change soon. Everyone at work is severely under my skin. It’s just one of those days when I want to murder someone for no reason. I guess my “shit quiz” was right. Diarrhea is murder. Murder to spell that is. Even they couldn’t spell it right in their own quiz! Snores.
I saw One Hour Photo this weekend and I thought it to be brilliant. It was tre creepy and the acting/writing/directing was good. It’s nice to see these three elements actually work together in a cohesive manner for once. I recommend it. The movie. Not writing/acting/directing in a cohesive manner.
I also saw Simone this weekend too. Oh never heard of it? Yeah, cuz it’s garbage. I decided that Al Pacino should just stop making films all together. He is doing nothing, but pissing me off these days. When you are AL PACINO, you have a right to turn down bad scripts. You just do. Instead, he continues making shit. Ah well…
The director can’t decide whether he wants the movie to be realism or a farce. And since he can’t decide, the actors can’t decide and the whole movie comes off looking like a jumbled piece of nonsense. MAN IT WAS SO BAD.
And lastly, I saw End of Days with Arnold Schwarzeneggar. My first husband. (I had to drop him when he started to go flab.) Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz. Oh did I fall asleep just now? Funny, cuz I did that during the movie too.
It’s SNOWING SO HARD TODAY! In a way I love it, cuz it gives me hope that the city will blow up and I will be able to leave work early. In another way it pisses me off, cuz my job would never close and the commute home is going to be that much worse. So yeah…the jury is still out on this April blizzard.
I am so boring today. I can’t even play on the internet with any success. I stare blankly at my screen and I have nothing to contribute to anything. At one point, I put my head on my desk and just sat there. I didn’t close my eyes, I didn’t relax my body….I just sat there. FUCKING BORED OUT OF MY SKULL. Bored with my life that is.
Need a new hobby. Like punching people in the face that I don’t like. That would not only give me something to do, but also find a way to release this pent up “boredom” frustration I got goin.
So Ari and I just went out to have a smoke and let me tell you how fucking cold it is.
so cold. Snow has covered the city and the thing that pisses me off the most is that I am still sitting at my fucking desk. Do not think that I haven’t already given thought to throwing myself on the ground and breaking a leg. At least then I can lay in bed and watch TV without any sort of guilt.
Ah shit…I gotta go. This journal is even boring ME today.
